Writing 101 – Unlock the Mind: Stream Of Consciousness

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streamMy first writing 101 task! I’m actually quite intimidated by this first one; I was expecting to be drawn in gradually and given an easy ride and instead I’m meant to just write about whatever pops into my head for the next 20 minutes. Although I expect the fact I’m intimidated by this says more about me than I would like. Back when I was a child I struggled with the concept of a private mind. It took me a long time to realise that people couldn’t hear my thoughts – which meant that I didn’t often speak up when I had something to say and also didn’t understand that my private inner self was just that – private. This probably made me quite a strange kid to be around which was no doubt part of why I ended up being a bit of a loner who always had their head in a book. Books were definitely my friends (they still are); I longed to live in the world of Enid Blyton adventures where everything was just peachy (life was an endless stream of babbling brooks and ginger beer). But instead I had to make do with what I had and for a very long time I was an unhappy child with a severe tendency to be a complete fantasist.

But every cloud and all that, as an adult I’m incredibly grateful that books are a source of comfort and also some escapism from the stresses of adult life. My imagination is vivid and imagistic so I only have to open the pages of a well-written book and I’m plunged into whatever world awaits me. If it’s a very good book I get that sadness that comes with finishing it. If it’s not a series you know your time with those characters and worlds is over. I’m not one to re-read books either, not unless it’s been years and years since I read it. I also feel like there’s just so many books to read in the world and not enough time in our short human lives; so I don’t want to waste any of it re-reading the stuff I’ve already experienced.

I rehearsed this post several times over in my head because I was worried about writing it; then I realised that was kind of missing the point! I’m glad I realised that, as the last 2 paragraphs never came up in my ‘rehearsal writes’. I’m sat at my computer covered in a facemask trying to give my self an hour or 2 of pampering before I head of to collect my little girl from nursery. I went to my kettlebell class earlier and just after realised I was actually not feeling that great. Nothing specific, just a bit blurgh. So I’m doing what I haven’t done in a long long time – spoiling myself. My uni finance came through today and it’s been a big relief as I’ve been living as frugally as possible recently, which has the result of sucking all the joy out of life. I don’t need a lot of money but I do need some! Anyway, I decided to go and by some things I’ve been wanting for my skin. Since having a baby it seems as though my hormones are waging war against my face for most of the time. I used to have very oily, and acne prone skin growing up. The acne cleared up with a 3-month dose of roaccutane but the oily skin remained. I’ve got used to this and actually oily skin has its benefits as it stays wrinkle free for longer and if you manage it well will look younger generally too. But in the last 5 years or so and more since the birth of monkey my skin has gone horribly dry. Not all over, but in patches. I now can’t use proper foundation but have to use a tinted moisturiser – but not all of them are OK, some still cause even more dry patches. I have to use an alchemists variety of moisturisers throughout the day and night just to keep things calm. I have a great oat based moisturiser from Neal’s Yard that works wonders at night but it’s expensive and also a bit heavy in the day. So I use a Lush moisturiser called skin drink in the day under my make up… but by 4pm my skin is itchy and dry and I need to take all that off and I’ve now started to apply a comfrey essential oil based ointment.

I probably sound completely mad about now, right? Well you’re justified in thinking that I guess. Since my skin has started playing up It’s made me realised how such supposedly tiny things can really have a massive effect on how we feel each day. And also have an effect on how we view ourselves and how we think others view us. I suspect (or know) that I’m a little bit vain! But I don’t think that’s a bad thing if by vain you mean someone who feels better when they know they look their best. I do know that all this stems from being an awkward little ugly duckling as a child and an awkward acne ridden gawky teenager. At some point around the age of 17 or 18 I really blossomed and came into myself. I’m now an elegant (occasionally) attractive woman – but inside I’m still that wee ugly duckling. So anything that makes me feel awkward and ugly really has a bigger effect than it should do. When I meet people who knew me as a child or a teenager they tend to make things worse with very well meaning albeit back handed compliments. I remember bumping into an old primary school teacher once, and the first thing she did was exclaim loudly that she ‘always thought my sister would be the pretty one’. Now what she was actually saying was that I was looking very nice that day – what she actually did was basically remind me that I was a very awkward child who everyone just assumed would turn into a very awkward adult…..

I’m up to my 20 minutes now. I’m not sure if this is what you had in mind WordPress but that was my stream of consciousness for you. In about 45 minutes I’m hoping to step outside my front door as the confident woman I am, who couldn’t care less what she looks like or what everyone thinks of what she looks like – but deep down I really am just a 13 year old who desperately needs that affirmation and approval from everyone else and dry skin just doesn’t hep matters! :)

Filmed/Reviewed – The Big Year

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I decided I’d try and branch out a bit and do some film and book reviews on this blog. Films, books, and TV actually make up a big chunk of my life. I passionately consume all kinds of books, films, TV programs and anything else vaguely related and have done since I was a kid. I think books in particular used to offer me a kind of escapism you can’t get anywhere else. I’d open a book and plunge straight into a world that most of the time I’d much rather be a part of than what was the reality of my own life. I’ve nerdily written lists of all the films and books I’ve read and watched since I was about 7 years old too. I still have the old notebooks I used to do this in but now I use a more technological platform and do this online. It’s mostly about keeping track of what I watch and read as I’m generally liable to forget. When I was little I used to read all those long series like Sweet Valley Twins and the Nancy Drew Mysteries and all the Enid Blyton books; I’d write them down so I didn’t lose track of what I’d read and what I still needed to read. I guess old habits die hard and I still do this to this day.

I’ll try and keep my reviews at least vaguely travel related or maybe those things that have inspired me indirectly in my bid to travel. I’ll also admit something that maybe I shouldn’t admit straight away… I’m not a massive film critic! By that I mean I tend to look for the good in something, and I’m happy to just enjoy it for what it was rather than try and rip it apart for no reason. So you might find that my film reviews in particular are all very ‘nice’ – but at least there’s some positivity in that!

I’m not sure why I’ve chosen The Big Year as my 1st film review – it’s not my favourite film by a long way (I’m not even sure I can pick a favourite as I’m always very indecisive when it comes to that question). But it surprised me and I like stuff that surprises me. I went on a date to see another film at the cinema (I can’t remember what now) and it was sold out, so The Big Year happened to be the next film playing. We weren’t sure what it was about but it looked fun and my date was a big Steve Martin fan and I like Jack Black and Owen Wilson so we decided to chance it. The tagline from IMDB is that “two bird enthusiasts try to defeat the cocky, cutthroat world record holder in a year-long bird-spotting competition”. And that basically sums it up. The travel influence comes in because they of course travel all round the US trying to spot all the birds they need, so you get some fabulous locations and wildlife shots. The writing and script is funny and the delivery is given by some real comedy heavy weights. I love films that teach me something and I think the thing I like the most about this film was that I had no idea ‘the big year’ was even a thing (it really is an actual thing people do) – I’m fascinated when I find out about these underground ‘scenes’ that clearly absorb other people’s entire lives or at least part of their lives and I know nothing about them. It almost made me want to sign up to do a big year it was so infectious.

I definitely have that ‘collector’ personality (my love of Pokemon comes to mind) and I think the film and the general idea appeals to this aspect of my personality. But as well as that it’s just a really funny but honest film about these 3 guys and how their love of bird watching and their obsession with ‘The Big Year’ effects their lives, their relationships, their jobs and everything else. Jack Black’s character has the disapproving Dad who thinks he’s wasting his life, Steve Martin is the workaholic whose wife finally convinces him to follow his passion and Owen Wilson is the cocky record holder whose marriage is suffering due to his obsession. I guess it’s kind of predictable but you don’t notice that in amongst the writing and the acting as it’s all just great quality. It comes across as heartfelt and emotional, I really became invested in their lives and wanted them all to succeed in life and in birds (the same thing for these guys I guess). I then looked into it all and discovered the big year is an actual thing and I became even more fascinated with the whole concept. I guess I’m just a sucker when anyone has a passion and truly chases it.

Anyway, the film surprised me and I reckon a lot of people won’t have watched it because they’ll assume it’s not really their kind of film due to the subject. I can’t stress enough that that’s a mistake. If you have a spare night and you fancy curling up and watching something that isn’t too serious but is still good quality then I reckon this is worth a shot. I loved it – maybe that’s because my expectations were so low but I’d be wiling to bet there’s a wee bit more to it than that.

Theoretically Driving

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Last Thursday I passed my driving theory test. Those of you residing in the UK will know that this is the 1st major hurdle to actually gaining a full UK driving licence. Once this is done you’re kind of home and dry in regards to getting your proper test booked and getting the pass certificate. Of course you need to learn to drive but hopefully you’ll have already been doing this.

I thought I’d do a little post on my hints and tips for getting this one under your belt. Everyone who has passed it will tell you how easy it is, but actually quite a few fail it (and not just once)! I think the test is relatively easy, but only if you do some work and practice the hazard perception section online. The best advice that I received was to NOT rely simply on the mock tests that are available all over the place and the apps for smart phones. I think this definitely stands as helpful advice. I had access to an online learning tool via my instructor, this had practice questions from all the sections, it had mock test, highway code practice and hazard perception videos. I found the only really useful thing was the mock test bit, but only after I had bought the proper DVLA book and worked my through all the multiple choice questions. This is an absolute must. The book seems really thick which is a bit off putting, but in reality I was able to work through the 15 sections in a week. It has all the multiple choice questions in it and the answers are at the back. there are also clues next to each of the questions. I basically went through this with a pencil and did all the questions whilst checking the answers in the back. I’ve got a pretty good memory so I went through it once and then did a load of mock tests. I was passing all the mock tests with between 48 and 50 out of 50. The pass mark is 43 so I was pretty happy that I was up to standard. 

If you struggle with memory tasks I would give yourself a month instead of a week and go through the book a few times. I good way to look at the test is that about 70% of the questions are genuinely common sense knowledge and about 30% are questions that you either know the answer or you don’t. Once you’ve identified this 30%, you can focus your memorising energy here. When I say common sense it really is questions like: “If you are at a crossing and an elderly person is taking more time to cross the road, should you – a) rev your engine and press you horn, b) speed round them whilst gesturing or c) wait patiently for them to cross the road. 

Doing the mock tests will identify any problem sections you have and allow you to focus for longer on these if you need to. The really annoying part of the test is the hazard perception section. This test is really not  a test of anything except your ability to pass this test. However, you do need to pass it and it’s worth practicing. I found the AA driving school online practice was the best quality videos and also the closest match to the real thing. You can find that here: http://www.theaa.com/aattitude/games/hpt.jsp

The instructions (even on the practice tests are ambiguous). It tells you to click every single time you see a potential hazard (parked cars, pedestrians etc) but that it will only mark you for one major hazard that develops fully in each video apart from one video where there will be 2 hazards. The crunch is that if you click too much it will tell you that you did the test inappropriately for that video and you will get nothing. There are 15 videos and they are marked out of 5 each. The hazard that you are being marked on is always obvious; something like a horse rider you have to pass, a car on a narrow bridge or kids playing on the road or a cyclist that rides in front of you. You are given a 5 second window in which to click the mouse and register that you have seen the hazard. If you click at the start of this window you get the full 5 marks and lose a mark for every second that passes. What I found really silly and frustrating was that I realised on the practice tests that I was seeing the hazard sooner than they wanted me to, so I’d click but it would be 1 or 2 seconds too soon and I would receive no marks as it would tell me I had missed the hazard when I knew full well I hadn’t. So I developed a technique where whenever I saw a hazard I would click the mouse about 3 or 4 times in a row – guessing that at least one of the clicks would register in the window they wanted you to click in. I also didn’t click on the smaller potential hazards so as not to risk ‘clicking inappropriately’ and getting zero marks. There is a potential 75 marks up for grabs. I passed with 60 so got an average of 4 per video so I think my technique worked well. But it’s stupid in my opinion and is nothing other than a test of how to pass their test. It has given me no knowledge on how to avoid hazards on the road, as obviously learning to drive means you already know that a horse rider is a hazard and you must drive slowly, or that an old lady crossing the road means you need to slow down and allow her to pass. The whole thing is a ridiculous palaver.

The actual theory test is useful though, and it has also improved my driving. Particularly the road sign knowledge and vehicle safety etc. I wish I’d sat the test sooner in the course of my lessons as it has been useful. So my advice would be to book it within a month of your first lesson. I passed with 48/50 and I would say I did minimal but enough revision for my own learning and memory style. Being at university and studying for exams means I have good knowledge of my own learning style and how quickly I pick up new information. If you struggle to retain this kind of thing, as I said, I give yourself a full month to revise. I gave myself a full week, working every night through the book and doing mock tests. 

My driving instructor has told me I’m ready to put in for my test now – it takes about 6-8 weeks to get a test here so she means that in the period of time I’ll have ironed out all of the little glitches I need to in order to pass. I”m confidant on the roads now and it really i just a case of practising. A lot of it is getting to know the junctions and area the test is done in, as a lack of local knowledge can really throw you when it comes to getting in the right lane at a busy junction or similar situations to this. My opinion is that gaining a 1st time pass will depend on nerves as if they get the better of you then you’ll make silly mistakes you wouldn’t do normally. It also has a bit to do with luck on the day though, I’ve had a stupid lorry driver pull out on me really fast whilst trying to join the expressway – what this meant was I didn’t have the time to join the carriageway and had to slow down before getting over and this held up the traffic behind me. I’d have failed if this was my test day, but really it’s was just bad luck. In real life there would have been no harm done but my instructor said in a test situation they would have expected me to have built up enough speed to get out in front of him. I just didn’t have the guts to do the manoeuvre due to lack of experience. So if you see a learner driver and they’re annoying you or making you impatient just please remember that they could be taking their test, and you pulling out in front of them or beeping and gesturing at them when they stall or cutting them up could actually jar their nerves enough that they fail their test. We’re annoying us learners, I know that, especially if you’re in a rush – but you’ve all been there and it’s worth remembering how nervous you felt when you did it. It might give you the patience you need to just let us get on with it, as really it’s only going to take a few extra minutes out of your day. :) 

Anyway, I’m very much looking forward to finally being a driver, life will be so much easier, especially with a child , to just load up the car and go off for day trips around the UK. I can’t wait, so watch this space and hopefully there’ll be another post soon telling you I’ve completed the proper test and passed it!!

What the best education systems are doing right

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This is a really interesting article below. I think it just compounds even more my thoughts that when it comes to academic success there are many many different and successful ways to achieve it. However when it comes to the flourishing and happiness of the child, and the creation of stable identity and personhood there are different ways of doing this that are better or worse depending on your perspective.

In the UK we recently had a program on TV that’s now on every year called ‘Child Genius’. In this show, extremely intelligent children with very high IQs compete with each other in a variety of ways to win the crown of ‘child genius of the year’. Their feats of neurological prowess are breathtaking (and have the tendency to make me feel a little inadequate to say the least)! This year the 2 final children provided an interesting means for an analysis. Sharon and Tudor (a wee girl and boy) were the last 2 children standing – they had both displayed incredible amounts of intelligence and skills such as memory, critical thinking and general knowledge. However the style of these 2 children’s parents couldn’t have been more different. Sharon’s parents took a very backseat role on her insistence. She said that she wanted to do all the work herself, her parents are both doctors and she purposefully chose topics that were outside of their realm of expertise. Showing insight well beyond her years she said that she didn’t want any help because it meant that if she failed she would only have herself to blame, but equally if she succeeded she would know she had done all the work so the victory would entirely be hers. Sharon’s parents encouraged her no matter what, told her how well she had done regardless of any small failures or slips and generally were a relaxed totem of support for her in the background.

Tudor’s parents were incredibly hands on – pushing him at every stage. They worked with him for hours and hours at home in an extremely strict style. When he didn’t reach his target on the memory section (memorising between 1 and 2 decks of cards), they admonished him and told him how disappointed they were with him, because they knew he could do better. They did this whilst ignoring the fact that he had actually memorised over 70 cards – one of the highest numbers in the group. He was bitterly upset and disappointed with himself. This did spur him on to try harder but he did so with a lot of stress and anxiety whilst they looked on with strict and sometimes crushing disapproval. They clearly adored and loved their son enormously, this was just how they thought he would achieve the most in life. Motivation pushed forward by the weight of their own hopes and dreams for him, mixed in with outright disappointment and disproval if he didn’t do as well as they thought he could. 

It was Sharon who won the competition in the end, but obviously both kids achieved some incredible things and proved their intelligence levels and abilities were well beyond that of most of the population, never mind children their own age. So both parenting styles worked in terms of what they achieved – however what I found interesting was that there are other things we should consider in this. Sharon achieved this feat happily and without too much stress (just a normal amount as is necessary to achieve anything you care about deeply – after all, complacency is the high achievers biggest enemy). Tudor on the other hand proved the same things but did so with stress, unhappiness and anxiety. He worked his way through the competition thinking he was constantly disappointing is parents (because he was) – they never once said they were proud of him or that he’d done enough – not until the very end. And of course lets not forget that it was Sharon who actually won (this girl has won over 50 trophies of some sort – all off her own steam without any pressure from her parents). They just seemed flummoxed by her drive but support her and encourage her on the way whilst telling her it’s OK to not win. So it just showed that self directed learning and parent directed learning can achieve greatness, but both of those things didn’t achieve happiness and flourishing and anxiety free learning….. which would I choose? well I think by now we know the answer to that given my hopes of ‘unschooling’ in the future. This isn’t to say what Tudor’s parents are doing is wrong, I wouldn’t ever do it myself, but I can’t deny their son is a high achiever. Also you never know what goes on behind closed doors. He could be the happiest most carefree little boy outside of that competition. But inside of it his stress and anxiety and the weight of his parents own hopes and dreams for him seemed to be crushing his wee spirit, and it made me sad.

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In South Korea and Finland, it’s not about finding the “right” school.

Fifty years ago, both South Korea and Finland had terrible education systems. Finland was at risk of becoming the economic stepchild of Europe. South Korea was ravaged by civil war. Yet over the past half century, both South Korea and Finland have turned their schools around — and now both countries are hailed internationally for their extremely high educational outcomes. What can other countries learn from these two successful, but diametrically opposed, educational models? Here’s an overview of what South Korea and Finland are doing right.

The Korean model: Grit and hard, hard, hard work.

For millennia, in some parts of Asia, the only way to climb the socioeconomic ladder and find secure work was to take an examination — in which the proctor was a proxy for the emperor, says Marc Tucker, president and CEO of the National Center on…

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Emotional Landscaping

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heartmapquoteThe last few months have been a massive change emotionally for me. After deciding to step out on this path of travelling and working abroad I’ve really had to take stock and it’s had a big effect on my thoughts and feelings surrounding what I want for myself and my daughter. I think in a way, entering into the final year of my degree or even just coming back to university after giving birth, has been the biggest catalyst to all this emotional change.

If you’ve had kids then you may have had a similar experience to me, where during the pregnancy and straight after the birth it’s not really possible to really know what you want. I was pretty scared and a lot of things were going on that were outside of my control. I just didn’t know what I wanted pure and simple. I knew what I had wanted in the past intellectually speaking, but it was put on hold in a strange way that I’ve never experienced before. There was an unknown entity on the way and I was really conscious that the minute they came into being and ventured into the outside world things would change – I don’t mean in the obvious ways, I mean more in the sense that there would be a person who would eventually have thoughts and opinions that would change the decisions I was going to make. This mentally put me in some sort of freeze hold and I just couldn’t conceive of much beyond the birth. Even after she was born I spent the usual few weeks recovering and acting like a hormonal wreck and then I started to focus on getting back to university.

It was at this point that I really started to ask myself what I wanted, I found myself caving in to those invisible societal pressures that surround us as parents and even just as people. Those pressures that tell us to conform, take a normal path, provide for our family and not take risks. Despite having never wanted to follow a ‘normal’ path in my life I suddenly found myself looking into ‘normal’ graduate schemes and ‘normal’ jobs. I was convincing myself that having my daughter meant I needed to make the ‘responsible’ decisions and not do the outlandish things I’d always wanted to do. Whilst in the early stages of my pregnancy, Monkey’s Dad and me discussed things that we wanted and we both expressed a wish to travel. I said I wanted to finish my degree and give myself the option of further study, but I said that travel was definitely a part of my future. He seemed to need something more than this and I just couldn’t give it to him. Now, the reasons he decided to leave are way more complex than I can do justice to in a blog post. And I don’t think it would be fair to him to claim that this is all there is to it. But I think a small part of it was that I was too busy trying to control everything, whilst he was too busy trying to force me to commit to things I just wasn’t ready to commit to. We were both panicking and we didn’t know each other well enough and he didn’t give me or himself the chance to find out what we wanted, together as a family. Within weeks of finding out I was pregnant he’d gone. I often wondered what would have happened if we’d just given ourselves the time to get used to the new situation we were in; instead of trying to force each other to be the people we thought we needed the other person to be….

Since that point I have changed and developed so much as a person I’m partly unrecognisable. I’ve gone through such a lot having my daughter on my own and coming to terms with the effect that will have on both out lives. As I said, I really ended up convincing myself that I needed to do the ‘normal’ thing for the sake of my daughter. It was only as I got further down those paths, and truly started looking at things like the NHS graduate scheme or civil service as a realistic option that I knew it was never going to make me happy – and that would make Monkey unhappy. It was this realisation that made me really start thinking about what I actually wanted – and that’s to travel. I know without a doubt that if I get to the end of my life without travelling, without living in another country and possibly without learning another language then it will be my biggest regret. So to allow that to happen whilst knowing that would be a big crime against myself.

A while ago I did a post about how big my safety net should be: http://www.backpacksandbabygrows.com/2014/07/03/how-big-should-a-safety-net-be/ . In this post I discussed giving myself a back up plan that involved completing a Masters at the same time as saving to do a RTW trip, so that if travel didn’t happen I would have other options to fall back on. Options that I actually wanted to take, such as postgrad study. Since writing that post though, I’ve realised that actually, I just want to go. I don’t want any other distraction; I just want to save up as much as I can and head off into the unknown with my wee Monkey. This trip and travelling has somehow evolved into so much more than ‘just’ a trip. I know that thought is probably echoed in the minds of countless other travellers or wannabe travellers. So much so, it’s become clichéd – but it’s clichéd because it rings so true for so many people. For me this trip is about finally starting my life. That probably sounds strange, but I’m a late starter in life – my own potential and personal development has been delayed and diverted time and time again. Mostly due to circumstances out of my control, particularly as a child and teenager. My 20s were spent coming to terms with this, and it’s only been since starting college and going back to university that I’ve become the person I always knew I could be. Having my daughter has finalised that in a way nothing else could. Making these steps to travel and jump out into the deep end, as a single parent is really the first step in what I feel is my ‘true’ life, the life I’m meant to have. So there’s a lot riding on it. It’s not that I don’t want the postgrad stuff anymore, it’s that I’m acutely aware they will be there when I get back, I can do those at any time, anywhere in the world. But it’s travelling that will help me to be who I need to be emotionally; it’s travelling that will let my daughter be the person she can be….

Another thing I’ve slowly admitted to myself is that I don’t want to put monkey into the daily grind that is the school system. I know there are some amazing teachers out there; my sister is one of them. But there’s also some terrible teachers out there and the school system is there to cater for the middle ground; it’s there to create an obedient workforce who behave themselves, turn up on time, don’t question authority and basically live life with a set of blinkers on. The world does not need any more of those people, that I do know – if it’s to survive, if we’re to survive as a species we need the mad, creative, wild and inappropriate types. I know too many people who had every last bit of creativity and individualism drained or pummelled out of them at school, to be OK with signing my child up for that. I really want to do something that probably lies in between home schooling and unschooling – (although as with most of the other unschoolers I’m not that keen on the name, as it implies no learning whatsoever which couldn’t be further from the truth). Admitting this to myself has made me realise that those are my 2 core beliefs and aspirations in my life: travel and home schooling, so the rest just needs to somehow fit around them. Or I need to make it fit around them because in the end it’s me that’s in charge of my life. No one else can do these for me. I would love to start working for myself, writing and making a living by piecing together all my skills in a way that makes me happy. Whether that’s teaching English, writing, doing photography, or a bit of all these things and maybe some other things too, I don’t know. But I’m definitely not a Monday to Friday kind of a woman. I would also love to meet someone who shares my dreams, I’d like to let go enough to fall in love again and maybe (just maybe) expand my little family, as having monkey has been the best decision I ever made. Finally realising that these are the things I truly know has given me emotional freedom that I’ve never felt before. It’s given me a purpose and something to aim at. I don’t need riches (not that I ever wanted them), I do want to have the finances to travel (obviously) and to provide my daughter and myself with a half decent standard of living but beyond that I really don’t care. I don’t want her to grow up in the consumerist mess we have in the UK, where how we view our own worth and the worth of others is somehow inextricably linked to what we own and how much money we have in the bank. I want her to know that there is so much more to life than money and possessions. Poverty is horrific but so is having all the materialistic things you ever wanted, only to realise that you’re still looking for something that can’t be bought and now you’ve not got the time to find it.

So this is where I am today, embarking on this adventure is a strange thing for me at this point in time. I’ve still got a year of my degree to complete. This will undoubtedly be one of the most intense years I ever experience but it’ll be worth every drop of blood, sweat and tears that I shed and have shed over the last 7 years. The RTW trip still feels completely imaginary – because it is. It probably won’t feel in the slightest bit real until I actually book us those tickets, and maybe it won’t feel real until we step off the plane and head into our first country on the list (hopefully China). To keep myself focused on the long-term future I keep looking at this big map online and planning where we’ll go and when, I’m reading all these travel blogs and talking to my closest friends about my plans. But on the flip side, I also have to keep my feet firmly on the ground and focus on the here and now. I HAVE to get this degree; I’ve worked too hard to fall at the last hurdle. Not only that, I know I’m capable of getting a 1st. It’s where my grade point average is lying at the moment and I’d be fibbing if I didn’t say a 1st is what I want. Although saying that, I do now know that it’s not the be all and end all, any degree will be a massive achievement for anyone let alone someone in my position.

So this is my bit of emotional landscaping – making that decision to travel has just brought on an avalanche of life choices and realisations that I could never have expected. I’d love to hear if any of you have had a similar experience in the comments section! I suspect that travel and making those massive decisions takes on this huge role in nearly everyone’s life – especially if it’s something you end up turning into a lifestyle choice rather than just a holiday. I’m so excited already at the thought of the adventures to come and the experiences me and my daughter will have together – I’ll have to increase my vocabulary and powers of articulation just to put into words how I feel when we actually go!!

Somewhere that surprised me – Jersey!

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Jersey has it all , stunning ocean views, sunny weather and some major tourist attractions. If it’s not on your list it should be!

A few years ago a friend wanted to go on an impromptu holiday, we had a limited budget and she suggested we go to Jersey. I’d never been, didn’t know much about it and had no opinion either way. I’d been to Guernsey as a child, which

St Matthew's Glass Church featuring glass work by Rene Lalique

St Matthew’s Glass Church featuring glass work by Rene Lalique

was small but warm and pleasant, although there wasn’t a huge amount to do. I suppose I was expecting much the same from Jersey. * I just want to add a wee edit to this, to say that my thoughts about Guernsey are based on my memories of a family holiday when I was about 8 years old; so I’m probably wrong about this. I’m sure there’s actually a fair bit to do here, it’s just my family weren’t exactly active travellers. We spent a large amount of time on a lovely beach and that was all, but this should probably reflect on us and not on Guernsey!

Anyway, I couldn’t have been more wrong about Jersey! It was definitely mild, and very pleasant, but this is one of the most surprising places I’ve visited. It’s full of hidden gems, including historical places of interest due to the Island’s involvement in WWII which shamefully I knew nothing about until this visit. I didn’t even know it was occupied by the Germans for a significant amount of time. It may be because my expectations were so low, but this has got to be one of the best and most family friendly destinations you can visit in the general area of the south of the UK or France – it’s kind of in the middle of nowhere after all. It’ll be more family friendly if you visit in tourist season which I suspect runs from around April to September as this means all the tourist season bus routes will be up and running and you’ll probably experience some nice weather. Check out http://www.jersey.com or http://www.jerseytravel.com for loads of info on what to do.

The Gerald Durrell Conservation Park

The Gerald Durrell Conservation Park

I did my usual bit of research before we left and had a pre-prepared list of things we could do, I’d discovered that the Gerald Durrell animal conservation park is on Jersey – it seems unfair to call it a zoo as it is way way more ethical and animal centred than any zoo I’ve visited before. I’m not a fan of zoos in general as their main focus is on profits and not the welfare of the animals – I don’t visit them anymore unless they’re rescue centres catering for animals who are unable to live in the wild or if they do some seriously special conservation work like the Durrell Foundation do. The Durrell Park is completely set up to conserve and breed endangered animals; they have one of the most successful breeding programs around and grow all their food for the animals on organic farms. The animals are not forced in any way to cater to visitors and the only time you are guaranteed to see anything is around feeding time, other than that all the enclosures are designed for the comfort and happiness of the animals, not the happiness of the visitors. They have meerkats, orang-utans and silverback gorillas to name a few, but none of the more controversial animals like elephants, which are well known to be extremely unhappy and have short lifespans in zoos as they need huge areas for roaming and constant company of other elephants in order to survive. This place is a must see for anyone who visits Jersey and/or champions animal welfare. They also run a lot of research programs aimed at gaining an insight into the issues facing endangered species and how we as humans can help them. If you are studying in this area you can even apply for an internship and help with the research program. Check out http://www.durrell.org for more info.

The next place on my list was a lavender farm – neither me or my friend were that fussed if I’m honest, it was probably the

The Lavender Farm

The Lavender Farm

least exciting place to visit (or so we thought), but we had the time and it was on a bus route, as is everything – one of the nice things about Jersey is that in a week you can do all the tourist attractions without charging round and feeling stressed, whilst also enjoying the beauty of the Island. Anyway, the Lavender Farm was the most surprising place we went to. It was absolutely stunning, smelt amazing (as you’d imagine), and had a really peaceful atmosphere. We both loved it and actually thought it was the best thing we did by far – possibly because we were so pleasantly surprised by it. There’s more info to be found at http://www.jerseylavender.co.uk they also have a fabulous shop selling all the locally produced items. On the lavender farm hidden away is also a delightful gem called Reg’s Fairy Garden. Run by Reg (of course) who we met, a lovely older man who takes care of birds and animals and created a cute fairy garden for kids and adults to

Reg's Fairy Garden

Reg’s Fairy Garden

enjoy. It’s not a playground but a place to enjoy some tranquillity and enjoy looking at the pond and waterfall. Reg also does charity work – have a read about what he does here: http://www.reg-fairygarden.co.uk

The major attraction on the Island has got to be the Jersey War Tunnels, these are really impressive and are cut into the mountain. They were built by European slave labour and remain the largest permanent reminder of the 5 year German occupation. It’s full of artefacts, information and personal stories, I found it completely fascinating and the setting just makes it feel so authentic. I love historical settings that just immerse you in the stories simply with the environment they’re in. The space was used as a war hospital originally. One of the really special moments for me on this trip was seeing a little rowing boat that was the vessel the only successful escape to the UK was made in. A young guy rowed all the way from Jersey to the south coast of England in it – many tried and failed and died but he was successful. We were exceptionally lucky enough to meet the young man’s granddaughter in our hotel, she’d come to see the boat and I was just blown away by this meeting!

The entrance to the Jersey War Tunnels - literally cut into the mountain

The entrance to the Jersey War Tunnels – literally cut into the mountain

There’s plenty of other historical things around the Island all related to their experiences during the 2nd World War. It really makes you think coming here, because they were so close to us geographically but had such a drastically different perspective of the war. A very humbling experience!

We also paid a visit to one of the Island’s 2 castles – Mont Orgueil Castle. It was very higgledy piggledy with loads to explore and discover – perfect for adventurous kids and adults. It’s right up on a hill so you get some amazing views of the ocean too. There’s a really beautiful bus ride to get there too. If you really like castles or have more time then you can go to Elizabeth Castle as well.

Another surprising little place we went to was the specialised Eric Young Orchid Foundation – it was a bit of a trek, requiring 2 different bus journeys and a walk but worth it in my opinion. They have one of the largest and finest orchid collections in the world – you’ll see some incredible flowers here. Even if flowers aren’t really your thing I think this place is worth a look. The collection has won tons of awards and is recognised worldwide as one of the best in existence. My absolute favourite one was an orchid that looks like a wee monkey’s face, but you’ll find ones that look like ballerinas amongst other things as well. Check out http://www.ericyoungorchidfoundation.co.uk for all the information.

Monkey Orchids!

Monkey Orchids!

I’ll be honest as I can’t really remember any major foodie places of interest but I was with someone who wasn’t that fussed about where we ate or drank – however there was a nice coffee shop called The Curiosity Coffee Shop in St Helier. They’re open 7am-7pm and you’ll find it on 14 Sand Street. Check out http://www.facebook.com/CuriosityCoffeShop for more info.There are also some fabulous and unique jewellery shops on Jersey – locally sourced pearls are a big thing. Also you’ll find the Catherine Best jewellery shop in a windmill in St Peter – extremely expensive but worth a look just for the artistry. Another fabulous hidden delight is Saint Matthew’s Glass Church featuring some awe inspiring glass work by Rene Lalique – the entire interior is basically all glass fully designed by the artist himself. It’s on a bus route so easy to get to. Have a look here for all the info you need: http://www.historyhouse.co.uk/articles/glass_church.html

If you haven’t heard of him, then Lalique is more famous for his jewellery and ornamental creations so this church is a real treat for art lovers.

Jersey is just one surprise after another with unique and quirky things dotted all around the Island – you’ll find what is apparently the largest shell garden in the world here, take a look if you have time as it’s really cute and someone has put an awful lot of effort into building it. There’s information here if you want to read more http://www.jersey.co.uk/attractions/shellgarden/  

As you’ve probably gathered Jersey is filled to the brim with things to do, and it’s all extremely family friendly. It of course has lots of beaches and my friend and I hired bikes and rode around the town a lot. Be warned though, if you want to bike the whole Island it’s pretty hilly – so make sure your thigh muscles can cope!

Mont Orgueil Castle

Mont Orgueil Castle

Mine definitely couldn’t although I could probably do it now as I’m much fitter than I used to be and spend a lot of time in the gym biking. The only thing I’d do differently is that we stayed in a hotel that was about a 15 minute drive from town.

Next time I’d stay somewhere more central like St Helier – this is where the action is at, and late at night when we’d been out for a meal and a drink there were no buses back so we ended up spending unnecessary money on cabs. The Island is popular with retirees so the hotels are generally clean and quiet but also family friendly – it’s not exactly a stag party destination! France is also a daytrip away so if you have the unlikely event that you run out of things to do on Jersey you can always nip across and pay the French a visit. In summer you’re more likely to get some nicer weather here than most UK destinations too.


A beautiful miniature shell chapel

Jersey has definitely been my biggest surprise so far and I can’t recommend it enough; not just for families though but for anyone who fancies a relaxing break away with lots to see and do.

The largest shell village in the world

The largest shell garden in the world

Baby Wearing For The Traveller

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I thought I’d do a post about my thoughts and recommendations for baby carriers. This could be for their general use or for something more specific to the traveller. This is mostly because now my monkey is nearly 2 I’ve become pretty knowledgeable about some of the carriers on offer and i have strong opinions about some of them (good and bad). I also recently had some amazing service from the woman who makes my favourite carrier so I thought it’d be a good time to share my experience of her carriers as although she has a big fan base, I believe she mostly gets her business through word of mouth and I want to do my part as her carriers are simply the best. More on that later…..

So, I’ll give a summary of the carriers Ive used, let you know why I either like or don’t like them and try to give them a score out of 10. The thing with baby carriers is that they are probably incredibly personal (which is why my favourite is so damn good as they’re custom made); but this does mean that not everyone will agree with me I’m sure – especially on the ones I either hate or think are over rated. I’m sure some people have had a really good experience with these carriers, they’re just not for me. 

I never liked the great big pieces of material that you have to wrap around in some special and seemingly complicated way – i wish I did like them as those mums always look so bloody cool and capable – I think if you can master the art of these it’s like some kind of badge to say you’re a parent who can cope with anything; hence, they just made me feel inadequate! Possibly if I’d persevered with them I’d have got the hang of it but I was on my own and they just frustrated me, so I gave up. This led me to try the alternatives, that were as close to possible in that traditional design because I do like the closeness they give and how comfortable the babies generally look in them. I think if I were to have another I might try a big stretchy or woven wrap again or a ring sling but we’ll see. 

The Baby Bjorn (stock image)

The Baby Bjorn (stock image)

So the 1st carrier I used after giving up on the big strips of material was the Baby Bjorn – this was lent to me by a friend and it was all I had. They are mid range price, ranging from about £50 but go up to £120. I was lent the Baby Bjorn Active carrier. These are the carriers you see about quite a lot and Dads seem to like them. Baby can face inwards or outwards. I’m not into the judgemental thing over other peoples choices in the slightest but I know the ‘baby wearing’ fan base say that having baby facing outwards all the time can mean they get overloaded with sensory information and it’s better to have them facing in so they can look about if they want but also cuddle up and sleep or just get a break from the constant environmental input they face. I kinda get this argument and whilst she was little I always had my monkey inward facing and when she was bigger I had her on my back so she can also cuddle in. I’ll be honest – I’m not a fan of this carrier at all, I think it’s over rated and over used. The baby’s entire weight is on its crotch which is OK when teeny but I don’t think that’s great as they get heavier. It doesn’t allow for a natural C shape spinal position for the baby either which is the recommendation. Also even when my monkey was small (under 3 months) it wrecked my back. I would get back pain within about 15 minutes of using it, friends have experienced something similar too. I would give this carrier 4/10, maximum. So I moved on…..

I wanted something that was more natural and allowed baby to have that natural seated position and I wanted her weight on her bum not her crotch. Before I really found something like this I was very kindly given a baba sling as a gift this is a kind of pouch sling. It looks

The baba sling in the hip position - you can even tell from the image that there's pressure on her shoulder during use!

The baba sling in the hip position – you can even tell from the image that there’s pressure on her shoulder during use! (Stock image from babasling site)

great and on paper ticks lots of boxes. They have great PR and a good website. It’s a one shoulder carrier and can have baby in lots of positions that change as your child does. Again – I didn’t really like this in practice. When they’re newborns you’re meant to be able to kind of lie baby down in it in a cradle position but I just couldn’t get monkey comfortable in a safe position; her chin always seemed to be forced to her chest which looked like it was restricting her breathing – something the instruction leaflet warned about. It just made me feel panicky when using it. The instructions were difficult and it was a right faff just to get started. Almost so much so that I sort of gave up – anyone who has kids will testify that in those first few weeks everything can kind of feel like a bit of a stress and anything that made my life harder not easier got chucked to one side. On my own it’s the last thing I wanted and I’m sure that’s the same even with couples who are together at home for the first few weeks. Eventually I went back to it when monkey was bigger and could support her head more and the hip position (pictured) was OK, but when she was bigger, she was of course heavier and this wasn’t comfortable with the one shoulder style after about 20 minutes of carrying her. This sling costs about £70 and I didn’t think it was worth it at all – don’t bother, get something else in my opinion. I lent it to a friend to see if she’d have more luck when she had her baby and she actually had to wait for me to go round and show her how to use it as she couldn’t work the instructions out either. Neither of us are daft – even with baby brains! I don’t think she used it for long if at all…. I’d give the baba sling 3/10 as it was actually less practical than the Baby Bjorn and not worth the money. 

Palm and Pond Mei Tai

Palm and Pond Mei Tai

I was then recommended trying a Mei Tai style carrier so I ordered a Palm and Pond Mei Tai sling from Amazon. This cost £24.99 and was the best sling up until now. The mei tai is traditional Asian inspired sling and comes in all different kinds based around one general shape. There’s some info here and you can see how to use the sling… http://www.meitaibaby.com/index.html Baby has a natural C shape spinal curve and their weight is on their bum. It has a main panel and 4 long, usually padded ties that go around your waist and over the shoulders. Baby can be carried on the front or back once they can sit up alone. Because I am prone to back ache which is worse with front wearing, I had monkey on my back as soon as she was big enough and this worked perfectly for me for quite a long time. It was great value, comfortable and secure. It’s the style I’d probably go with for front wearing from birth if I decided not to brave the ring sling or woven wrap. With the palm and pond, the only thing I found was that once she got heavier and heavier the ties weren’t padded enough and so they dug into my shoulders. This eventually got uncomfortable so I had to find something different, but had I owned this from birth I’d have got amazing value out of it for the money as I got decent value out of it anyway. It also showed me that what I needed was a waist and chest strap to distribute the weight more evenly. I even managed to sell it on Ebay for £20 so managed to make most of my money back. For those other single parents out there or just parents who generally spend the day alone, I was shown this youtube video for instructions on how to get baby on your back and into the sling with no help – it’s the technique I use to this day. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfck0-x7Z3E I used the mei tai all the time and used to walk for at least  45-60 minutes before my back started to ache a bit – but I would consider going for this long about the normal time you should carry a weight for before having a rest. If I can use a carrier for an hour before needing to take baby off then I’m happy. I would give this carrier 8/10 – just because it didn’t quite work for me as baby got heavier – really though, considering the low cost if I’d had it from birth I’d be giving it a 9/10. 

Whilst taking my monkey to nursery in the Mei Tai I saw a woman using what looked like a great carrier – it was the mei tai

One of the fabulous Madame GooGoo creations

One of the fabulous Madame GooGoo creations

style but had a full buckle arrangement so a proper waist strap with buckle and a chest strap – kind of like the hiking rucksacks but using the traditional style. It looked amazing and the baby looked super happy and comfortable so I asked the lady where it was from. She told me it was a Madame GooGoo – I had to double check that name with her as it sounded strange and I’d never heard of her. I couldn’t find a website and eventually had to look on Facebook where I found her page. The lady who makes these carriers is called Aga and she operates from Poland. I can’t stress enough how amazing they are. However, after seeing the carrier in person I was hoping to get one pretty quickly as my Palm and Pond was getting uncomfortable. I emailed off and got in touch with Justyna who I think runs all the admin side of it. I explained what I saw the lady wearing and said I really wanted the waist and chest strap as I knew this would give me the back support I needed as I seem to have a fussy back that aches relatively easily and quickly given half a chance. What I found was that Aga makes all the carriers to a specific size, so the main panel is made to be suitable for the size of your baby, and the rest of it is custom fit to your size. They’re adjustable within a range and if you and your partner want to use the same carrier then she can make one that adjusts to fit you both. She does have certain ones in stock but unfortunately none were my waist size so I had to book in for a sew date. BUT this meant I got to choose all my material (there’s some really fabulous materials to choose from too!) and pick everything I wanted in regards to the style. For my 1st carrier I chose a black

Another great design

Another great design

background with brilliant rockets and spaceships and little planet Earths all over it, with a hood which had a rainbow striped material inside it. I had black velvet shoulder straps and waist strap too. I also had extra bum darts and padded sides for extra comfort around monkey’s legs. To have all this custom made for me and monkey plus postage cost me £108 – this can change depending on what you go for design wise and where you are in the world but I think it’s roughly around this price. This was still less than the most expensive Baby Bjorn and I was happy to go for it and pay the money. It’s the best money I ever spent!! It’s the most comfortable carrier and Monkey loves it – she bounces away, falls asleep and basically is such a fan she kicks off if she has to go in the pram now. I can wear the carrier for about 90 minutes by which time I’m ready for a rest anyway. In its current size which was a 15″ back panel I reckon it would have done me from her being about 6-8 months old until now and she’s nearly 2. Admittedly she’s not exactly a huge kid but still. Because Aga is so busy and popular the only downside was that I had to wait a bit for an available ‘sew date’ – although they did slot me in as soon as they could. Whilst I was waiting a friend lent me a Littlelife Explorer rucksack carrier … more on that in a second though. I give the Madame GooGoo carriers a big fat 10/10 – can’t recommend her enough. She also makes the Mei Tai style or anything else you might want, but the full buckle style suits me the most, She also makes them right up to a size for the end of pre school if carrying your toddler works for you she can cater for it for a long time.

Find her on Facebook here… http://www.facebook.com/pages/Madame-Googoo-baby-carriers/145687608816099?fref=ts or if you don’t do Facebook you can email her at info@madamegoogoo.com – say you want a carrier and they’ll take you from there. 

Well as I mentioned, whilst waiting for my Madame GooGoo a friend lent me the Littlelife Explorer rucksack – these seem

Littlelife Explorer

Littlelife Explorer

really practical and they have a rain cover, space for stuff underneath, you can attach toys and they seem pretty comfy compared to some. Baby seems to be sat on their bum but very straight so I don’t think you get that C shape curve. For me it hurt my back within about 20 minutes, I think the rucksack is just too heavy on its own without the baby even in it. Also as monkey got heavier it got harder to lift it up safely and put her on my back as you put baby in the carrier before you put it on your back. It does have the waist and chest strap for even weight distribution but like I said, it’s just too heavy. I see a lot of guys with these and I think they just have more upper body strength to deal with them, but not for me. It costs around £100 – due to this I’d give it 6/10 as that’s a steep price to pay if you find it is too uncomfortable to actually use like me – I have a friend who used it regularly though so maybe I’m just a wuss :)

So, back to Madame GooGoo and what prompted this post – I recently went out with my monkey to the outdoor playgroup and on the way home I put her on my back and didn’t notice that a shoulder strap was twisted. Now monkey has the tendency to excitedly bounce away on my back when she sees a bus or a lorry or a dog or another baby or ….. you get the picture. This is fine and Madame GooGoo carriers can easily

The design of my lovely new carrier by Madame GooGoo - I had limited choice as I needed one of the ready made ones so I went with something different to my 1st one and had lovely blue caravans to remind me of my wish to travel!

My lovely new carrier by Madame GooGoo – I had limited choice as I needed one of the ready made ones so I went with lovely blue caravans to remind me of my wish to travel!

cope with this but the added pressure on the twisted strap meant that by the time I got home the actual velvet had ripped. I was truly gutted – I now have a kid who hates the pram and no carrier, I also know it would be complete luck if Aga had an in-stock carrier in my size and monkey’s size. I nearly cried as I really didn’t want to wait 2 months for a new carrier plus it was the day before our trip to Carlisle and we had lots of Roman discovery trips planned and a pram wasn’t going to cut it even if I did convince her to go in it. 

So, two things – first of all a friend very kindly lent me her Ergo Baby carrier that was boxed up as new and waiting for her to give birth. I know how precious the new baby stuff is for your first baby so I was unbelievably grateful to use this in Carlisle (more on the Ergo Baby carrier in a minute). Next I emailed Justyna with a panicked desperate email to see if they could help. Monkey was about a month off me ordering her a new size carrier anyway as she’s grown quite a lot and I wanted one to see us through until she’s properly independently walking at a quicker than snails pace (toddlers have no sense of urgency)! This meant I didn’t mind getting a new one; I was incredibly lucky and there were actually some ready made ones in our size – next up Justyna asked me to send her a picture of the damage to the old carrier as I’d asked if they could fix it. It’s such a beautiful carrier and I want to be able to lend it to friends or sell it on or even use it again myself in the future (you never know). Once she’d seen the damage and verified that I bought the carrier direct from them and not 2nd hand she told me they’d make a new strap and fix the carrier for free and cover all my postage. As you can imagine I’m totally over the moon with this and it just means I’m even more impressed with this lovely lady and her business practice. I think 11/10 is more justified too :)

Just before I finish I’ll quickly round up with the Ergo Baby carrier-  these come so highly recommended online I was

The Ergo Baby carrier - you can see in the picture that it's quite low down on her back

The Ergo Baby carrier – you can see in the picture that it’s quite low down on her back

actually quite pleased I got the chance to try one out. They are a good carrier and sort of seem similar to the ones Aga makes – the basic model is suitable from birth up to 20kg and can be worn on the front and back. However even though they say they’re suitable up to 20kg I found that when monkey was on my back the carrier only came halfway up her back – looking at pictures on their site this seems kind of standard. What I found was that this means monkey can move about and sway around a lot more. She’s not in danger of falling out or anything but it does mean I was put off balance a lot and this puts extra strain on my back. This led to my back aching quicker than it does with my Madame GooGoo. Also because monkey isn’t quite as secure she won’t sleep in the carrier, whereas with Aga’s carriers the panel goes right up to her neck and the hood provides neck support (if you go with a no hood design you can have an added curve at the top just for neck support) – I think this makes monkey feel more stable so she goes to sleep really easily in the Madame GooGoo carrier. The Ergo baby carrier costs between £70 and £160 depending on the style you go for – I have other friends who use it and from what I gather it’s a great baby carrier from newborn when you’re carrying baby on your front, especially when they compared it to the Baby Bjorn. However for me it just didn’t match up to the quality of Aga’s wonderful creations, it can cost more and you don’t get the awesome individuality that comes with all the choices of fabric you get with Madame GooGoo carriers. I’d give the Ergo Carrier 7/10. Good for wee ones, not so good for toddlers.  My friends may disagree with this but their babies are still wee, I reckon once they get bigger they might have the same issues I did with it.


Sorry about the poor quality image – it’s quite hard to take a back selfie in the mirror!

You may be wondering why on earth someone would try as many carriers as this – why not just give up and stick with a pram? I’ve been wondering this myself as I write this post and actually see how many carriers I’ve used. However, there’s something special about carrying your baby about, it creates a great bond and closeness you just don’t get with a pram. Also it genuinely is so much easier (especially if you live in a block of flats, or a big city or anywhere with steps) to just get them in the carrier and leave. In Glasgow it rains a lot – monkey hates the rain cover and I also get wet, as usually the wind blows my hood down and I don’t like losing my peripheral vision so this means with the pram we both get wet. Using a carrier, means I use a big umbrella and we both stay nice and dry. It also means we can easily go to places with stairs (hidden gem restaurants that always seem to be in a basement). We can go to a museum and now she’s running round I can just run with her rather than trundle after her with the cumbersome pushchair. Buses, subway systems and any transport is loads easier too. The only thing I use the pram for now is if I go to the supermarket with her as it’s good to stash heavy stuff under, but I try and do those trips when she’s at nursery to be honest! If travelling about I’m guessing baby carriers are the way forward. Madame GooGoo carriers would be perfect – comfy for parents and babies and they can be stored in a bag when not in use (unlike the hiking carrier style).

You may wonder what I would do if I had all this knowledge right at the start… I think, (because I hate to be beaten) I would possibly try and master the woven wrap to start with. But be warned , if you go this route it WILL take time and patience. It will be worth practising around the house to start with, only when baby is in a calm mood. Then when you’re a seasoned user, venture outside. I’d then get the wrap converted into a Madame GooGoo full buckle carrier  as this is a service she offers. If I didn’t go that route I would get a Madame GooGoo normal mei tai at the start (she also makes these – the woman is a genius I promise) then get the full buckle style when baby is big enough for back wearing. I’m not sure I’d bother with a pram next time as I never use it anymore! I really hope this has been useful to people anyway and happy baby wearing!!